Happy Birthday, My Son.
Sean Patrick McStay.
Today you are 9 years old and I have no way to tell you "Happy Birthday".
Please know that I wish, how to make contact with you and your sister. I did mail you 2 a Christmas present, I have no idea if you 2 ever got it. I have no way of contacting your mother, the phone # I was given does not work and I have no idea if the address is valid or not.
I just wanted you to know, that, in future years, that you do try and find me, I love you and miss you and I want to see you both very much.